Through a series of seemingly unconnected events of the past months, I have found myself becoming more and more frustrated with a large portion of our community. Not necessarily because they aren't intelligent (although, as in the general population, many are not), not because they are somehow "bad" people, but because they have bought into the modern notion of instant gratification.
I suppose this notion has been applied to religions that claim to provide you with the "keys to the castle" (i.e. heaven) if you simply perform some simple act, such as accept their god, or light this candle, or pay $19.95 before midnight tomorrow. But for Wicca, it simply doesn't work that way.
I admit, it is difficult to learn patience. It is difficult to grasp the concept that this path is indeed lifelong, and can in fact span multiple lifetimes. The young, especially, seem to want "the magick" right now. They want to know how they can "complete the course faster." They want to know how they can "receive their powers." They want the express lane to enlightenment. Who can blame them? It's nice to have goals and to want.
There's just one catch. They already HAVE "the magick." We all do. We have the answers. We have enlightenment. But guess what? There is no understanding, the light switch in your mind does not turn on, and you don't feel that connection or that personal "eureka" moment until your mind has been properly prepared for it. THAT is the part that can take many lifetimes. THAT is where the real work lies. Not in memorizing 100 crystal correspondences. Not in reciting 10,000 spells. Not in reading 500 books. Those may be means to an end, but they are not the end in itself. You can skim through the books, say you've done it, and still be no further along the path than you were when you started.
I've been accused of being "mean" and of "withholding information deliberately" from some starting on their path. They don't understand why I don't "give them the magick." By asking me to, they simply prove to me that they are not ready. They don't understand that they HAVE the magick already and nothing I can do will change that. I can give them a gentle nudge, I can give them means to expand their minds, but I can't give them something they already have.
"Your mileage may vary" is not just an abstract notion. It is a truism across the board. If I could dump the contents of my mind, my spirit, and my being onto a few DVDs that you could load directly into your head, what would be achieved? Very little, I'm afraid. The experiences that have given meaning to those bits of data in MY mind do not exist in yours. For example, the smell of my grandmother's house that triggered the realization that death is not the end is not part of your experience set. You would have the data point, but no means of processing it for understanding.
If you truly want the magick, strap yourself in and make yourself comfortable. Purchase a good set of reading glasses, and some nice sturdy hiking boots. Get yourself some good books, hike as far as you can away from humankind, set yourself up in a nice spot and start to read. See you at your next "eureka" moment....